I'm frustrated with myself and the work I'm producing... well, its time to learn your trade then. At first I didn't want to hear it. I didn't want to hear out of Christian's mouth that he was about to hold me accountable to learning. See, I am the impatient type. I want to be good at something... right now! But apparently, that's not going to happen. Instead, I am realizing I am going to have to work really, really hard. I knew all along that I was going to reach this point at, well, some point! But I was trying to avoid it. It's here now and I've just decided, with Christian across the table from me and my chai tea latte sitting next to me, that I am ready. Ready to work really, really hard. I know it is far from the beginning of the year, so instead of making a New Year's resolution, I am going to reflect on the last year and see how I can make the next one better.
1. I am determined to learn my trade. Digital Photography Class next semester, here I come.
2. I want to start looking through magazines to get inspiration for poses and looks and over all feels.
3. I am going to try really hard to have my camera in hand as often as possible. Actually, that should be number one, but that's ok.
4. I want to be a better fiance and learn to push Christian towards his dreams the way he does for me. I want to support and love and help and encourage. Wait, wait, wait... THAT one should be number one!
5. I am determined to 'make it' in the industry. I know I have a long way to go and that I will never be the best, or even among the best, but I want to be good at what I love to do and I want to show the world my trade.
So there you go. For the one of you that is listening, or I guess, reading, promise to hold me accountable? Cause this year is going to be different. I am so thankful for everything I have learned in the past year but I want to learn twice as much this year and be twice as good by this time next year. Make that three times as good! Good night Internet, Happy-almost-Tuesday.
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